I wake up in a fantasy land
Where everything is great but it's all in my head
I take pills just so I can be skinny
'Cause someone once told me that I wasn't that pretty
So I get high all by myself
And I never felt so ugly in my life
I feel dizzy, now the room's spinning
And I don't think I'm getting any closer to winning, and I
Wanna close my eyes, wake up as someone else
Everywhere is lonely when you hate yourself
And I don't wanna know me anymore
So take a look at what you made me
All you people did was change me
You all say you tried to save me
All you did was make me hate me
This time I won't let you faze me
You told me I'd always need your help
I believed in you more than I did in myself
I sat back and did what you told me
Now I look at myself and I don't even know me
In your eyes, I was never enough
Now I turn to strangers when I'm lookin' for love
And now I'm thinkin' maybe that I'm better off lonely
'Cause people always leave me so much worse than they found me
But I've become so many different people now
Hopin' one of them would finally make you proud
And I don't wanna know you anymore
So take a look at what you made me
All you people did was change me
You all say you tried to save me
All you did was make me hate me
This time I won't let you faze me
I don't wanna waste anymore time
Feeling like my life isn't mine
I'm so sick of these lies
And no, I'm not fine
So take a look at what you made me
All you people did was change me
You all say you tried to save me
All you did was make me hate me
This time I won't let you faze me
This time I won't let you faze me
This time I won't let you faze me
