No it never meant a damn thang Yo trust invisible Like trips on an airplane I'm nervous and miserable Try to focus on the good times Now all of those seem far behind All the misunderstood signs Turn it back and press rewind And I don't wanna think about it It's when the darkness closes in I really can live without it Misery opposed to sin Probably in a bad place Yeah but I've been there before You caught me on a bad day And I don't wanna think no more I been living through the pain Swimming through the rain Wishing for better days Any minute I could break Visions of the day That all of it fades away Does he listen when I pray Forgiven for all my ways This sickness inside my veins All the money women and fame I'd give it all away to witness a better day I'm the offspring of liquor and lies Take away the sunlight the quicker it dies Born into the dark just another mistake Nature vs nurture that's another debate I been broken but I try to do right But still illuminated by another blue light So hard to love cause it burn so deep Another goodbye repeat no sleep How do souls grow colder Blood turn to ice when the body grow older Head down on my shoulder A few years later suitcase shows over And I feel like a sucka One more failed try and one more fuck her Sick and tired of being sick and tired I'm a tell the truth forever is a lie I been living through the pain Swimming through the rain Wishing for better days Any minute I could break Visions of the day That all of it fades away Does he listen when I pray Forgiven for all my ways This sickness inside my veins All the money women and fame I'd give it all away to witness a better day I don't even notice anymore I'm lying to myself again If I would've known this is a war I probably wouldn't let you win I try to get over Lookin' at time go slower Crimson and clover All this time and I didn't even know her I been living through the pain Swimming through the rain Wishing for better days Any minute I could break Visions of the day That all of it fades away Does he listen when I pray Forgiven for all my ways This sickness inside my veins All the money women and fame I'd give it all away to witness a better day