I drink a lot Gin and whiskey get me off And I smoke too much Some days I can’t talk I need a vice You could help me pass the time Roll me a smoke, pass me the booze Let me put myself on you I drink a lot Keep them coming shot by shot And I smoke too much Never can inhale enough I need a vice Fill this emptiness inside I'm hooked on you Don't let it stop Kiss me down into your love Got bruises on my face Don't recognize these places I'm in when I'm awake Please tell me what is happening Am I a joke? 'Cause everybody's laughing Am I a joke? 'Cause everybody's laughing at me I drink a lot Since you left it, just don't stop And I smoke a chain Send them poison to my veins Need you, my vice Cracks are showing in my life I smoke, I drink, I get fucked up Since you left it, just don't stop There's bruises on my face Don't recognize these places I'm in when I'm awake Please tell me what is happening Am I a joke? 'Cause everybody's laughing Am I a joke? Everybody's laughing Am I a joke? Everybody's laughing If I choke wouldn't you be happy? Am I a joke? Everybody's laughing And if I choked I bet you would be happy Got bruises on my face Don't recognize these places I'm in when I'm awake Please tell me what is happening Am I a joke? 'Cause everybody's laughing Guess I'm a joke 'Cause all of you are laughing at me