I'm lingering on when they kiss Leaning towards this abyss And of lately the only people I can stare Are the unraveled ones with their hands laying bare But their hands are numb and empty Their dull silence soothes me Loud whispers in my back as if I couldn't hear Thought I left ghosts behind but they're just coming near It doesn't matter, does it If I know any exit If I believe in god and if god does exist If I believe in god and if god does exist Rage as a fabric, through and through Like that gaze used to do Cause those suicidal thoughts that are still in my head Gives her that awful side-smile when I lay in bed It doesn't matter, does it If I know any exit If I believe in god and if god does exist If I believe in god and if god does exist She's barely feeding, but she'll deny Ribbon-legged, she passes by Until she surrenders in the midst of the street And the guys simply stare but continue to eat It doesn't matter, does it If I know any exit If I believe in god and if god does exist If I believe in god and if god does exist It doesn't matter, does it If I know any exit If I believe in god and if god does exist If I believe in god and if god does exist And if I'm cast out cause I wanted some more And if some other guy dances too close to the shore And if I could just push this door chalked on the wall And if after the void there's somewhere else to fall Forget I said it I soliloquize It's singling nettle Their hands on their thighs Run if you stole a shard of sunlight, yeah yeah Don't ever tell them, I've got your back, yeah yeah Choking to tears with shards of sunlight, yeah yeah Run if you stole a shard of sunlight, yeah yeah ... (Save all you can You won't be found And never come back) It doesn't matter, does it If I know any exit If I believe in god and if god does exist If I believe in god and if god does exist It doesn't matter, does it If I know any exit If I believe in god and if god does exist If I believe in god and if god does exist