Pain is sexual And I'm horny, I'm horny, horny I jump in the mosh pit, but I'm alone Between 4 trees I get it on My brain is hemorrhaging, it's them or me It ain't easy knocking over a tree (I pass out) I wake up the room is padded It would appear I've had it But hold up Close rip, wrap them around my neck And choke myself to death, no breath Now I'm out, I'm strapped down Wait, I can still move my head around I got about 4 inches between the back of my head And the metal gurney bed BOOM! Slamming it, retractions BOOM! I feel the back of my skull is cracking BOOM! A broken bone is piercing my brain And oh, I just hammered it in... Ahhhhh Ahh I hurt myself God I hurt myself Stop me Pain, pain Stop me I'm sitting in the dark, talking to myself Why does everybody tell me that I need help? I'm in love with pain I take a needle or a knife And drive that mother fucker through my windpipe Just might Take a razor blade Dip it in some gas See if I can take a little skin of the calf Grotesque I'm a walking body bag And when it all heals I'll pick the scabs Alone in the casket, buried in the earth Self-inflicted wounds, blood stains on my t-shirt Kick out the door till my legs fall off Try to use my head my skulls to soft The pain overwhelms shooting through my kidneys Blood rushes out when I stick a shank in me Keep stabbing and sticking And pulling all the blood spitting And I cut off the oxygen And take my own life again Why, tell me why Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you AH STOP ME! Why, tell me why Do you hurt yourself, when you know I love you AH STOP ME! Do you wanna die? Do you need my help? Is it self mutilation that you're bringing on yourself Went through the same situation 1 year ago I guess that explains all the scars on my throat Why you still breathing, are you still alive? Escaping from the deamons that you had locked inside You death suicidal than come an play my game One gun, one bullet if you're it no pain A layer up skin ohhh, I pull it back And smooth it back down with some simple smack (OUCH) Wednesday nights I got kicked off my bowling league Just cause I show up bite a bowling ball and leave Yea go ahead curse me you faggots So I throw my legs onto moving cars, you got your habits I don't consider it hurting myself, it brings me joy Now shut the fuck up here Batter up UHHHHAHHH!! Cut and slice away with a steak knife Hit myself in the ankle with a PVC pipe Exacto blade underneath the fingernail Bleed and make another cut, fucking might as well Tablespoon of Morton's salt pour it on the wound If it don't burn you don't know what you doing If you fail just return to start Self defecation is a beautiful art STOP ME!! STOP ME!! pain is sexual pain is sexual STOP ME!