Anonymous notes I find when I open my eyes 
Accusing myself of crimes in the environment of my life 

You've started the harvest 
Of grief, your madness, hidden inside 
Trying to get the answer, left behind 

Black clouds pursuing me closely 
Yearning for me 

I feel the chills running to my neck again 
Winds of aggression disturbing limits of sanity 
I cannot discern it, is it me or is it shadows in my room? 
Mourning the last ones reaped under the moon 

Swallow my darkness, sear my hope 
No guarantees, only remorse 
Death by my hand nevermore 

Black clouds pursuing me closely 
Yearning for me 

I feel the chills running to my neck again 
Winds of aggression disturbing limits of sanity 
I cannot discern it, is it me or is it shadows in my room? 
Mourning the last ones reaped under the moon 

I've started the harvest 
Of grief, my madness, hidden outside 
Accept my present of guilt 
You'll never know the truth