Why did I dive in? I hit my head On the bottom of the shallow end Gave myself brain freeze when I ate the ice too quick And I didn't see it coming I want a gun under my pillow Watching too much Tarantino And every day's like Halloween But I just wanna leave the party Oh, I won't hurt myself the way you want me to And give away my heart just like I always do And now I feel nothing And I'm losing sleep But I'm better off without it I, I won't hurt myself for you It's like I'm playing Scrabble trying to make a word Using the consonants I put my fingers in the oven to feel something I'm getting nothing Oh, I won't hurt myself the way you want me to And give away my heart just like I always do And now I feel nothing And I'm losing sleep But I'm better off without it I, I won't hurt myself for you I'm like the pieces of a jigsaw Taking me hours to piece it back together I'm putting the liquor in the cupboard 'Cause I don't need it, I don't need it anymore Oh, I, I, I won't hurt myself for you And give away my heart just like I always do And now I feel nothing And I'm losing sleep But I'm better off without it I, I won't hurt myself for you