Don't wanna lose control

Inside of me	
So I can't sleep	
I feel the hate rise up	
In me I'm free	
No memories	
Hate the only thing for real	
I've been dealt	
Fuck that spell	
Let that Evil keep stabbing me	
Help it hurts deep inside	

Don't wanna you to console	
Was fool enough	
To reach for love	
How bad I want you feel the way I do	
To make It true	
Wish we could get back to real	
Some say	
Hell fuck her pal	
Leave your nightmares all behind	
Find yourself deep inside	

I try to stop In but I can't	
Like salt on an open wound	
Everything seems upside down	
Spinning	
Round and round	
After all the pain	
After all the times	
After everything we went through	
I think It's time to go	

I think It's time	
To let you go	
I hate the way you look at me	
I hate that how you loving me	
I hate your poking mockery	
I've left It all behind I'm free	

And now I'm free	
And now I'm free	
You see I'm free	
You see I'm free