Well i need to define what it was that made you mine
Was it pity or disgrace i used to know but now i just don't trust
Since the accident what it was you meant
I convinced myself it was heavan sent
that the ambulance was sent
And i wish i had disguise, please let ignorance provide a sheild covering

My pride might restore my faith in good yeah i wish i understood but i don't care i just need another lude and intravenous food

I don't need your loving all i need is a spinal operation

in my weakened state of mind, idependance i won't fight
Cause i don't need your sorry eyes or was it just a terrible disguise
or was it loose, thinly veiled hate i understand why you didn't want to wait, when it's time to operate 

Now i'm running out of time now i know hate is blind 
It's all legal, not a crime i gave consent to your detriment
Press the buzzer and you'll it's time ask the nurse she'll say everything's fine
Take a scalpel to my spine