I´m looking at you, are you still sleeping next to me? And only God knows reality How should I cry, why are you still ignoring me? And only dreams are catching me Ref: What I have to say, she´s all I ever had, but she´s leaving me today I´m falling into a grave, it´s getting cold and dark, and she´s leaving me tonight Cloudy day is leading me to you, please kill me now, I can´t stay here Lonely mind, as lonely as you are, don´t tell me lies, I´m bleeding here Ref: What I have to say, she´s all I ever had, but she´s leaving me today I´m falling into a grave, it´s getting cold and dark, and she´s leaving me tonight I can´t sleep I´m holding down.......holding down I´m feeling blue.....it´s up to you I can´t eat I´m holding down.....holding down What I will do....it´s up to you.....I just bleed I´m holding down Ref: What I have to say, she´s all I ever had, but she´s leaving me today I´m falling into a grave, it´s getting cold and dark, and she´s leaving me tonight