My soul is tired like the evening sun 
It is night and the moon is full 
In this place alone I am 
Hoping to see behind the dawn 
In this dark and long winter of torment 
I'm passing through 
In sadness I well dwell 
Hoping to see any light to fade away 
Haunted by dreams dressed in black 
Embraced within them and in their loneliness 
Searching for serenity 
Within my deepest inner soul 
When pleasure is found 
Ecstatic will I be 
And no more will I hold this 
Overwhelming sadness 
I long for scarlet days 
Of pleasure and delight despite that being 
So insipid and unreal in this gloomy future 
That is approaching so fast 
I will have to resignate myself to this 
And stand embraced in solitude) 
...and surrounded by loneliness 
And void feelings so lost until the day 
When maybe all will understand...