Feeling flat
The colours don't seep in anymore
   
My whole life in front of me
But it seems like it's behind
Feeling so flat
Foresee time in front of me
But it doesn't have that glow
Nothing does
   
I rush into battlefields
But I'm always head first
I fly without radar
But I'm on autopilot
And I'm the only passenger
Thank god
   
Feeling so flat
   
Can't you see me struggling, family?
Can't you feel my love?
Can't you see me broken, stranded without you near
Can't you see me writhing, Daddy?
You left me here alone!
Can we move past the tit-for-tat?
We're much too old for that!
   
Too weak for anything but a quick fix
Inject my dose of adrenaline
Too weak for anything but a quick fix
Inject my dose of benevolence
Too weak for anything but a quick fix
Inject my dose of delirium
Too weak for anything but this...
   
My whole life in front of me
But it seems like it's benign
Feeling so flat
But I feel
I feel, so don't give up on me
Cos I will never give up on you