Diagnosis terminal

My life is ending soon I know 
This diagnosis terminal 
Alone forevermore 
Disbelieving 

Terminal 
Leads me back into eternity 
Empty void inside 
Any future denied 
The virus inside 
Eating me alive 

You were waiting 
In my sullen dream 
My reality 

Incurable 
Take me back to the way it used to be 
All my dreams deprived 
No more sense of life 
My emotions collide 
Biding forth my time 

Diagnosis Terminal 

My life is ending soon I know 
This diagnosis terminal 
Alone forevermore 
Disbelieving