I lie awake at night
Everything spinning in my head
I almost made it, amost made it
I won't give up this fight
So close I almost feel it
I keep on trying, keep on trying
Oh I'm loosing control, I feel like giving up but
I still wonder
What's this feeling that's burning deep inside
Of me making me stronger
Even if I'm loosing, even if I'm broken
I'm not looking back
Even if I'm drowing, even if I'm hopeless
I'm not looking back
I'm not looking back, looking back
I'm not looking back, I'm not looking back
It's hard to breath with everyone telling me
Just give up
They think I'm crazy, think I'm crazy
And it's hard to believe when I'm the only one
Who believes in me
It gets so lonely, gets so lonely
Every day is a battle, put on my armor just
Like a soldier
Put my feet on the ground, I know I'll find my
Way every day closer
Even if I'm loosing, even if I'm broken
I'm not looking back
Even if I'm drowing, even if I'm hopeless
I'm not looking back
I'm not looking back, looking back
I'm not lloking back, I'm not looking back
Don't give up on me, don't give up on me
I won't, I won't, I won't give in
When everything just feels wrong
I know I gotta stay stronger
No matter what I'll always believe
Even if I'm loosing, even if I'm broken
I'm not looking back
Even if I'm drowing, even if I'm hopeless
I'm not looking back
Even if I'm loosing, even if I'm broken
I'm not looking back
Even if I'm drowing, even if I'm hopeless
I'm not looking back
I'm not looking back, looking back
I'm not looking back, looking back
