I saw you this morning You were moving so fast Can´t seem to loosen my grip On the past And I miss you so much There´s no one in sight And we´re still making love In my secret life, in my secret life I smile when I´m angry I cheat and I lie I do what I have to do To get by But I know what is wrong And I know what is right And I´d die for the truth In my secret life, in my secret life Hold on, hold on, my brother My sister, hold on tight I finally got my orders I´ll be marching through the morning Marching through the night Moving ´cross the borders of my secret life I looked through the paper Makes you wanna cry Nobody cares if the people Live or die And the dealer wants you thinking That it´s either black or white Thank God, it´s not that simple In my secret life I bite my lip I buy what I´m told From the latest hit To the wisdom of old But I´m always alone And my heart is like ice And it´s crowded and cold In my secret life, in my secret life In my secret life, in my secret life