There's no way my mother can still love me
The way my father, my father said she did
More like a brother to the others
But to my sister
I am nothing but another stunted stick
When you're birthed by seven women over thirteen days
Superstitious happy endings seem further away than you may want to believe
Although my brother is sleeping with our greatest enemy
We still love him like we did when we were kids
But if another or my brother meets that reaper early
There will be nothing that can stop revolution
Now my mouth keeps running, but it's running in place
And the mask I used to wear is now becoming my face
There's no way I will be saved
I learned to love myself
I learned to love my self-abandonment
(Fear can not exist within the plan)
And if I feel myself, I learn to do it with a touch of death
I learned to love myself
I learned to love my self-abandonment
(Fear can not exist within the plan)
So when you feel yourself, you should be careful with a touch of death
And now my brother is screaming
"Jason, can you love me
The way you never even acted like you did?
You see the problem, I see it, with being so damn empty
Is that you're running when you're completely full of shit"
When your mouth keeps running to a dangerous place
Can you really call it lost if you don’t want to be saved?
When your rain hits, it's pouring on me, it's pouring on me
I learned to love myself
I learned to love my self-abandonment
(Fear can not exist within the plan)
And if I feel myself, I learn to do it with a touch of death
I learned to love myself
I learned to love my self-abandonment
(Fear can not exist within the plan)
So when you feel yourself, you should be careful with a touch of death
I learned to love myself
I learned to love my self-abandonment
(Fear can not exist within the plan)
And once you feel it all, it's all you say and I'm okay with that
