Never wanted to live like this 
Never understood why 
All my life nothing ever worked out 
Think I lived a lie 
Told him not to touch me again 
Said I was a liar 
Said I never did anything wrong 
But I knew that everything was wrong 

Now I'm lying on a cot 
Staring at three walls 
The bars that separate me and the world 
Melt away the scars 
Can,t see why I should stay 
On this earth too long 
Now I take off my bra 
And I sing this song 

Cross my heart and hope to die 
Can,t go on I tell you why 
Eighteen hours too late for me 
Now I hope to die with the 36C 

Now I tell you why 

I was stopped for a speeding ticket 
I was so embarrassed 
i was a happy homeworker in my sheltered world 
All the shame forced me to kill and join the other girls 
Jane Russel and Marilyn will greet me 
Won,t mistreat me! 

So I had to wrap the straps around his neck his neck his neck 
Underwires get tighter and tighter 
As his eyes get wider and wider 
You wouldn't like me when I'm 
You wouldn't like me when I'm 
You wouldn't like me when I'm angry! 

Cross my heart and hope to die 
Can't go on I tell you why 
Eighteen hours too late for me 
Now I hope to die with the 36C