Listen to me doc, I'll do it with the grin I write the song, then I'll commit seppuku with my pen It's raining in Japan, the thunder cries and hums The sky is red, I swear to God there's blood inside the sun, uh I can't feel a thing, everything is numb This blade is probably sharp enough to sever off my tongue It's snowing here in Tokyo, autumn is a blizz When I die, plant a cherry blossom on my grave, uh If I had a single, a single little wish I wouldn't spend it on expensive things and getting rich If I had a single, a single little wish I would just bring back all the people that I miss I've lost a lot of loved ones, family and friends Some I walked away from, 'cause the damage didn't end A couple even tried to bite the hand that I'd extend Or they told me that they love me, then they vanished once again, uh I just wanna lay with you and hold you as I die Underneath the sunset of the Hiroshima's sky Lanterns in the water burning as they floating by Tell you that I love you one last time, then say goodbye (Then say goodbye) I just wanna lay with you and hold you as I die Underneath the sunset of the red Kyoto's sky (Red Kyoto's sky) Lanterns in the water burning as they washing fire I never overdosed on drugs, but I overdosed on life The worst year of my life was 2020, man for sure My wife told me that she doesn't want me anymore She rather go to court and have custody battles And spend her life, always feeling like her husband's an asshole I could have been defensive, been like "Jeez, what a bitch!" But I clearly had a couple things I needed to fix I didn't think that therapy would really help But I was wrong, it's giving clarity and mental health Then out of nowhere, Info died, I'm still in fuckin' shock! Like really he's dead? I was sitting at the funeral with Emily's head on my shoulder Rest of the fuckin' tragic energy spread Then my doctor committed suicide just a week later Her son found her, he's just a teenager I saw her like two days before She told me that depression is something you can't ignore No shit! Then Georgia was murdered by her husband I swear to God, I'm losing my grip, I'm fuckin' bugging Then EMC died I didn't say goodbye or hug him Why couldn't I just have another chance to say I love them And then my father needed triple bypass And I'm just at drowning my sorrows inside a wine glass Then the country shut down and all of my tours were cancelled Everything but pain is at a standstill I just wanna lay with you and hold you as I got you (As I got you) Underneath the sunset of the Hiroshima's sky Lanterns in the water burning as they floating by Tell you that I love you one last time, then say goodbye (Then say goodbye) I just wanna lay with you and hold you as I die Underneath the sunset of the red Kyoto's sky (Red Kyoto's sky) Lanterns in the water burning as they washing fire I never overdosed on drugs, but I overdosed on life