Think I push too hard 
I think that's what you said 
So why would I want to stay
Oh no
See all my mistakes 
Watch the whole thing coming down 

Now I could never wait 
To wake up to alarms 
Before it gets that bad
Oh no
I'm already gone 
Kicking down the open doors 

I wish you would say 
When I fuck up that it's ok 
That it's just a scrape 
All this blood is gonna wash away 
Sunlight on your face 
On these too cold December days 
I'll look past the stains 
How they wash, how they wash away 

What is left to say 
When I can't count on my words 
Before the first snow stays 
Oh no
I will be so far 
To the north of any place 

I wish you would say 
When I fuck up that it's ok 
That it's just a scrape 
All this blood is gonna wash away 
Sunlight on your face 
On these too cold December days 
I'll look past the stains 
How they wash, how they wash away 

Shadows they don't stain 
They just wash, they just wash away