I'm too tired of this life 
I just wanna die 
All I need is my big sleep
I just wanna die 
You are so far away 
I love you to death 
You love someone else 
So I just wanna die 

Another day passed me by 
I still wanna die 
Another day filled with pain 
I still wanna die 
You are not here 
I love you to death 
You're with someone else 
So I just wanna die 

Create hate 
I hate myself for loving you

"We have touched for the last time
You are long gone, in love with someone else
I now fear nothing but life itself
And I have learned that living is just a slow way to 
die
I do not believe in life or in love anymore.
The joy I feel are the joys of emptiness
I hate myself for loving you
The fear I feel night after night has developed into a 
disease
No-one can see the emptiness in my eyes.
To escape life itself now seems the only solution
With relief i look foward of letting go of the pain
Finally... there is peace in my soul
To lie dead without a concern , without a tear,
You own my heart
And life without you is so imensly painful
Just to think of you, talk about you, dream of you 
makes tears stream down 
my face
I cannot imagine happiness without your beautiful 
smile, your angelic face, 
your wonderful body and your good heart:
You are everything , I am nothing
I want to die
But really... I am already dead"

I will not live