Ask me if I'm happy 
I don't know 
If it is a place we need to go 

Ask me if I'm happy 
I don't care 
Maybe I'd be happy if you disappear 
Maybe I'd be happy if you give me drugs 
Drugs can make a fuck last all night long 
But nothing makes me happy about getting off 
Reaching for the saddest little cloth 
Reaching for the water on the sill 
Water with the saddest little film 

Ask me if I'm happy 
What does it mean? 
I'll tell you that I am if you tell me I'm dreaming 
Wake up in a place I've never been 
Wake up to a face I've never seen 
Wake up with the purest sense of being 
Wake up to a woman that isn't screaming 

Ask me if I'm happy 
La la la 
Happy is a pill for the faint of hearts 
Happy is a place in the dark 
Ya you know it is 

Ask me if I'm happy one more time 
I'll give you a reply if you give me your eye 
Leave you with an itty bitty hole 
Well it's nothing like the one inside my soul 
It's nothing like the canyon of my heart 
Well at least I got some room to fall apart 

Ask me if I'm happy I'll tell you what 
Happy is a diamond in the rough 
Happy it ain't enough 
Oh you know it ain't