You're talking like you're leaving 
You said it's your heart and not my call to 
Make you feel like feeling 
You were so ashamed when I fell on my two feet again 
And God I hated your friends 
I gave you love they could never buy 
Or even try to understand 
The part of me that it came from 
Don't you see that 

Sadly I'm smiling through 
All the truth that you took 
And the lies that you told me 
There's nothing that I can do 
With the promise you rendered 
That you'd never remember 
No coming back for you 
It hurts so much to feel all this pain 
And so I haven't felt lately 
No coming back for you, back to... 

Did you even notice it when I changed? 
'Cause I could score in your heart, 
But I could never place 
And did I forget to say 
I was so proud of you 
When things were caving in 
And things were tough, I know 
I didn't say that I loved you enough 
But just cause I wasn't saying it 
Doesn't mean that I wasn't thinking it 

Sadly I'm smiling through 
All the truth that you took 
And the lies that you told me 
There's nothing that I can do 
With the promise you rendered 
That you'd never remember 
No coming back for you 
It hurts so much to feel all this pain 
And so I haven't felt lately 
No coming back for you, back to... 

And my confusion made clear 

Sadly I'm smiling through 
All the truth that you took 
And the lies that you told me 
There's nothing that I can do 
With the promise you rendered 
That you'd never remember 
No coming back for you 
It hurts so much to feel all this pain 
And so I haven't felt lately 
No coming back for you, back to you