Take a look at my life - do you see what I need ? Better give me the knife Better leave me to bleed I hate my lies - I hate myself I hate my life - I hate myself Take a look in my eyes - do you see what I see ? Better take my advice Better listen to me: I can see I will never be home again I can see I will never be whole again I can see I will never be free again I can see I will never be me again (I hate my lies - I hate myself) (I hate my life - I hate myself) Read my mind - Now you can see Why I´ll never be clean again I could lift you up, be your clown, make you smile I will fuck you up, take you down, make you cry Take a look at my face - and then kiss me goodbye (Don´t you know that I like to be a scapegoat?) Better drop all your faith Better leave me to die (Don´t you know that I like to be a scapegoat?) I can see I will never be home again I can see I will never be whole again I can see I will never be free again I can see I will never be me again (I hate my lies - I hate myself) (I hate my life - I hate myself) Read my mind Now you can see Why I´ll never be clean again