this morning when i awoke from the cushioned coils 
eyes pouring their little hearts. it didn't feel normal 
walking here 
religiously 
thinking the same black thoughts 
as always you were'nt lying next to me 
with that smirk on your face right then 
were you giving me the images constantly flickering 
i'll take the advice passed down 
i see you on your side, bad luck 
starlit nights when i awoke from the cushioned coils 
eyes pouring their little hearts. it didn't feel normal. 
nightmares stop reality, thinking the same black thoughts 
this is the last time i'll be confused or compromise
my emotions