I feel it in the air Shadow-figures stalking me Through the tunnels of my heart We've lived so long in springtime Only for the winter to come again Shadow dreams haunting me Longings for a distant timeline They are a line to memories Clouding everything I perceive Ancient times and cruel lies Don't know what's real anymore But I see you in my dreams Silently waiting for me Cold thoughts screaming in my head I fall to my knees and I beg 'Rip this demon from my soul and make me whole!' I'm suffocating, silent Together we will wander And bring life into this place The wrenching hold of winter's cold Drains the world of life and color How can voices fill my head Drowning out the blissful choir? {Come to me?} into my skin Bled {...} or deep red roses {Stifled?} by the edge of spring As the current drives me away Through the vast and empty spaces I will follow any signal Listening, feeling, hoping, dreaming Give me a sign that you're near me A deeper dark {enfolding flame?} A longing for a taste of wonder Desperately screaming your name Please stop me from going under In the smoke, a {...} form Takes my hand and pulls me nearer With my darkness {...} You guide me to hope again Hold me in your arms And say you'll take all my pain away Help me see the light of day