I've always been told to love myself I try but I can never understand It's hard for me to always keep it real When I don't like the man I really am I cover up the holes I can't fill Or I hide them in the back of my mind I overcompensate for my flaws So all that people see is my disguise I wish that I wasn't so emotional I wish that I didn't always lose control I'm told I got it good but I think it's bull Cause I still wish I wish I was a little bit older, little bit taller Little bit bigger, little bit stronger Little bit wiser, little bit kinder of a heart I wish I was a little bit tougher, little bit harder Little bit richer, little bit smarter I just wanna be a little more of something that I'm not I just wanna be a little more of something that I'm not I just wanna be a little more of something that I'm not Oh I wish that I'd never shoot and miss I wish that I would never fake a smile I wish that I could have my first kiss I wish I'd fall in love for awhile I wish that I wasn't so emotional I wish that I didn't always lose control I'm told I got it good but I think it's bull Cause I still wish I wish I was a little bit older, little bit taller Little bit bigger, little bit stronger Little bit wiser, little bit kinder of a heart I wish I was a little bit tougher, little bit harder Little bit richer, little bit smarter I just wanna be a little more of something that I'm not I just wanna be a little more of something that I'm not I just wanna be a little more of something that I'm not I wish I could say that I wouldn't change Cause I'm okay, okay with me But deep down I know I'm not even close To being someone I want to be I wish I could say that I wouldn't change Cause I'm okay, okay with me But deep down I know I'm not even close To being someone I want to be I wish I was a little bit older, little bit taller Little bit bigger, little bit stronger Little bit wiser, little bit kinder of a heart I wish I was a little bit tougher, little bit harder Little bit richer, little bit smarter I just wanna be a little more of something that I'm not I just wanna be a little more of something that I'm not I just wanna be a little more of something that I'm not