I don't wanna go outside The sun is so uninviting I don't wanna call up my friends Don't want no one to recognize me I just wanna stay in bed And keep to myself entirely I need the silver lining I need, I need I always seem to take offense, don't listen to what they tell me I do it for self-defense 'cause I don't like the hang God dealt me I don't wanna make amends with all of the shit inside me I need the silver lining, whoa Oh yes I do, oh yes I do, oh yes I do need help Don't wanna lose, don't wanna lose, don't wanna hurt myself I always do but it was gold underneath my shell Wish I could choose to let it go and just be myself Scared of my own shadow My old mistakes, they follow me Every single place I go My insecurities swallow me That's why you can find me alone Nose in my phone Denying the things that I should know That I should be glad To have what I have And not be afraid of that Oh yes I do, oh yes I do, oh yes I do need help Don't wanna lose, don't wanna lose, don't wanna hurt myself I always do but it was gold underneath my shell Wish I could choose to let it go and just be myself I wanna make a change in my life But I don't know where to start It's so hard to take that first step Knowing you will fall I need to lift the veil from my eyes And see all that I got I will find myself in these lines I will find myself Oh yes I do, oh yes I do, oh yes I do need help Don't wanna lose, don't wanna lose, don't wanna hurt myself I always do but it was gold underneath my shell Wish I could choose to let it go and just be myself