Laying down beside a pool 
staring down inside 
I was taken to a place 
somewhere new to hide 
at first the scene was strange and blue 
then 
ghostly voices that I knew 
a bed, a voice, a woman cried 
a child a boy, a light inside 
this my dream for all those years 
turned into my deepest fears 
despite the love I longed for 
I fell into a pool of tears

Water swirling round my head 
falling through my eyes 
I see the woman on the bed 
calling deep inside 
calling out what might have been 
all those moments never seen 
all the grief flowed down the years 
to a pool of tears

All those people didn't see 
nothing else to do 
empty space around me 
no one ever knew 
the ground beneath my feet fell through 
then 
music echoed thoughts of you 
the chance you took to steal my pride 
the pain, the joy the love that died 
this my dream for all those years 
turned into my deepest fears 
despited the love I longed for 
I fell into a pool of tears