Now I can't even think back. Self-induced amnesia has made its impact Mental health produced at leisure was frayed once it was intact I voluntarily refuse to remenisce If I could choose any wish...I'd lose my genesis And prove to my nemesis that I don't need Memory Lane on my way home But I got lost and I needed a pay phone Because I was in an unsafe zone...inside of a place unknown Where unfamilliar faces roam (...and it's so strange). I've got no change...I could've sworn that I did when I left My breath gets heavy with every lie and theft I looked right and left...then I called people at my home collect To tell them, "Things changed." But they just won't accept I'm out of range...with no respect. Every time I asked for directions All I got was dead air, cut lines, and bad connections People who would help changed their number to unlisted 411 info left me unassisted. Wickedly twisted... incidents. Is it coincidence? I choose to think so Deep in thought my eyes blink slow. Pictures appear like slide shows My mind knows each and every single detail Total recall is leaving me pale Sick to my stomach...nautious...forces of nature bring my homing instinct Its stink...is so distinct...now let me think...a minute epiphany: This is the much traveled trail from my past Now an unbeaten path...unfunny memories are now making me laugh.