Don't leave yet 
it's still early and I haven't even said a word 
and I'm hoping that I might upset you by saying what I want to 
'cause it's not like you don't know I've fallen for you 
but it's in my head and that's where you can't see it 
and I thought that maybe if I had to bite the tips of my fingers 
I could stumble over words 
and tell you just how far before I hit the ground 
and I'm the type to think of all the wrong things to say 
and I will shut myself up and I'll never come out- 
I'll close all my doors and only show you the black spots 
where my eyes once were- 
I can say this- 
I can collect myself deep down and then come out punching 
and I'll scream out loud.