It's so hard to get angry With tears streaming down your face And the heart on your sleeve that beated for me Has long since faded away I always had a suspicion 'Cause I could always tell when you lied We used to be, so close you and me Till you got swept away by the tide I don't know if they're gonna believe me I don't know who to believe myself 'Cause everything's changed as you're falling away Into to be honest I'm not doing that well And sometimes I run and sometimes I hide And sometimes it feels like there's nothing inside And somebody's killed me And I'm just playing and staying alive Sometimes it hurts and sometimes you cry And sometimes you can't even open your eyes It feels like you killed me And I'm just playing and staying alive But I'm still alive They say that things'll get better They say that time can heal the pain But it doesn't seem to be working for me 'Cause I still think about you every day I still don't know where I'm going I wish I didn't know where you've been 'Cause I still see your face in every place I didn't realize just how hard it would be And sometimes I run and sometimes I hide And sometimes it feels like there's nothing inside And somebody's killed me And I'm just playing and staying alive Sometimes it hurts and sometimes you cry And sometimes you can't even open your eyes It feels like you killed me And I'm just playing and staying alive But I'm still alive I'm still alive Sometimes it hurts, sometimes you cry But you're gonna make it out alive And sometimes I run and sometimes I hide And sometimes it feels like there's nothing inside And somebody's killed me And I'm just playing and staying alive 'Cause sometimes it hurts and sometimes you cry And sometimes you can't even open your eyes It feels like you killed me And I'm just playing and staying alive But I'm still alive I'm still alive I'm still alive I'm still alive