I've been up all night staring at the ceiling Choking on the medicine that I keep drinking Round and round, up and down, round and round, up and down People talking in my ear, can't hear what they're saying Swimming in the fire, the walls keep spinning Round and round, up and down, round and round, up and down I keep lying to myself, now it's too late The monster's inside, the monster is me I keep lying to myself, now it's too late The monster's inside, the monster is me The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death I haven't been myself lately If I were you, I wouldn't get too close Cause I don't know what I'd do if you pushed me Start another fight, make a fist keep swinging Alone in the dark, what the hell was I thinking? Round and round, up and down Round and round, up and down I'm upside down, god I hate the feeling Lying on the floor, out the door she's leaving Round and round, up and down Round and round, up and down I keep lying to myself, now it's too late The monster's inside, the monster is me I keep lying to myself, now it's too late The monster's inside, the monster is me The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death I haven't been myself lately If I were you, I wouldn't get too close Cause I don't know what I'd do if you pushed me Someone save me now I haven't been myself lately I keep falling down So don't push me, don't push me, don't push me (Start another fight, make a fist keep swinging, make a fist keep sw...) The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death I haven't been myself lately If I were you, I wouldn't get too close So don't push me, don't push me, don't push me! The devil's living in my head, I'm scared to death I haven't been myself lately If I were you, I wouldn't get too close Cause I don't know what I'd do if you pushed me Someone save me now I haven't been myself lately I keep falling down So don't push me, don't push me, don't push me The devil's living in my head, my head I don't know what I'd do if you pushed me Devil's living in my head I don't know what I'd do if you pushed me Do if you pushed me, do if you pushed me...