Then I strangled your neck. Because I love you too much. Then I kissed your red mouth, because I love you to death. Now mother I need you- I need your claws in my neck. Every breath that I breath in, feeds the life that I lack... Now right here I was born, in the place where you kneeled. In a burning white sand, in the blood that you spilled. Far far in the distance, I hear the howl of the beast. I feel his breath on my face. I feel the edge of his teeth... And I'll swallow your sorrow, and I'll inhale your fear. And I steal your tomorrows, and I'll inject your tears. So please never forgive me, please spit on my name. But I hold on to my memory, and keep me to blame. Please need me to blame, need me to blame.