A beautiful girl crushed on a mirror Eyes through your world I saw so clearer But now I can't say goodbye Stay away from you Beautiful I didn't really know I'm sorry I abuse myself This is my disease What is your excuse for you to leave When I need you most Beautiful girl tied up in plastic dresses Breathing you in helped cover the pain for now But now you are the subject center of my pain I didn't really know I'm sorry I abuse myself This is my disease What is your excuse for you to leave When I need you most I didn't really know I'm sorry I abuse myself This is my disease What is your excuse for you to leave When I need you most Again Don't you know that I can not mistake me and You will not replace me again This time it didn't take me And I know I will finally fail Again I didn't really know I'm sorry I abuse myself This is my disease What is your excuse for you to leave When I need you most I didn't really know I'm sorry I abuse myself This is my disease What is your excuse for you to leave When I need you most