when i was fourteen i fell in love with her in metal shop 
she said kaia come pray

with me we sat on her bed and we held our hands together 
she told me i

needed god i told her i just needed her when i was 
fifteen i liked to start fires and

drive my parents truck to the jasper store things were 
out of control i couldn't't

stop to see others the ones like me were not far from 
reach when i was sixteen

she said to me you have a demon possession i said what 
the fuck does that

mean she said she couldn't be my friend those were the 
worst days of my life

and all the hick boys loved to harass me so i flaunted my 
hatred of the flag my

mother cried when i shaved my head