what i should have been was way too possible it's fucked up to think like this and i'm waiting for her thoughts to kill me only she's not having a thought past thinking about why she was born this way this way trying not to forget her face beforebremembering anyways it's the kind of structure that breaks with everyone still on the ground you don't' wat to let it hit you full force nothing let to guard you don't want me to know you never wanted me this way this way you never wanted me anyways she wants to forget it she wants to forget it