I would have walked through fire
To kiss your lips
Do you still think about it
Of what you did 

Still see your old apartment 
Like a bad trip  
Wish I could forget all 
The places we've been 

Hard and heavy whiskey goodbyes
Boy you know how to make a girl cry
Was sleeping in a bed full of lies  
And 
Now that I'm older I can see why 

Made me feel high 'cause you had me so low, low, low 
You only seemed tall 'cause you stunted my growth, growth, growth 
I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have u 
Now that I know
That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope 

That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope

Always another bender
I'd loose control  
I thought I get it back 
When you came back home to me 
Darling 
But I never had it, did I
You're heart's a trick 
And all the magic we felt 
Was just a hit 

Hard and heavy whiskey goodbyes
Boy you know how to make a girl cry
Was sleeping in a bed full of lies  
And 
Now that I'm older I can see why 

Made me feel high 'cause you had me so low, low, low
You only seemed tall 'cause you stunted my growth, growth, growth 
I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have u 
Now that I know
That wasn't love that wasn't love, that was just hope

That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope

'Cause you had me so low, low, low
You owe me some time
'Cause you stunted my growth, growth, growth
I only wanted you 'cause I couldn't have you
Now that I know
That wasn't love, that wasn't love, that was just hope