Inner conflict rising
On a self-destructive path again
Anger consuming, I'm fucking abusing
I'll never see the light again
I'm dead again, I'm dead again
A shot to kill the pain
A drink to drown the shame
No matter what I do, it always hurts the same
At the receiving end, of my mistakes revenge
My life will never be, never be the same again
Rock bottom is my home
I can always find my way alone
I feel disgusting, but I keep on pushing
I'll never see light again
I'm dead again, I'm dead again
A shot to kill the pain
A drink to drown the shame
No matter what I do, it always hurts the same
At the receiving end, of my mistakes revenge
My life will never be, never be the same again
I'm dead again
I’ve been running’ through this life without a bullet proof vest
And when the karma comes a knockin’ that's like 2 to the chest
I look so gucci in red, who knew that suited me best?
I’m the opposite of living, I just choose to pretend
I know i got these enemies and they disguised as my friends
I got some pills in my pocket goin’ straight to my head
I could feel the regret, or I could numb it instead
I got 99 problems but I’m already dead, bitch!
A shot to kill the pain
A drink to drown the shame
No matter what I do, it always hurts the same
At the receiving end, of my mistakes revenge
My life will never be, never be the same again
