The tree in the front of the yard is starting to grow now that we've trimmed away the leaves now look at it go and that's just how I feel now that we've started to reveal all the things I thought I lost and the hard time I concealed and that's just how I know how I felt the solid glow how I felt the bitter cold and no, i'm not going home sometimes you just wouldn't dare sometimes you can't go home sometimes you're already there when i look at you, i'm there the blood pooled at my legs is starting to flow now that you came along and made what was so broken whole but I still feel sick at this place that I have built maybe it's not real, man, this is how I feel and if it just gets worst, yeah, if I never heal well, those are just the breaks man cause I'm not going home and I don't fucking care sometimes you can't go home sometimes you're already there and I look at you, i'm there yeah, I'm there when I look at you, I'm there yeah, I'm there oh my god oh my god I'm not going home no, I am already there I'm not going home I'm already there no, I'm not going home no, I am already there