I am washing my hair with soap 
I am sitting down in the shower 
It is this dirty type of clean 
That keeps me trapped in here for hours 

Still I scrub and scrub until my body bleeds 
Convince myself I am coming clean 
Forget and ignore who I used to be 
That kid is never coming back 

Relax my muscles 
And all of a sudden I am scared. 
All of a sudden I can't breathe. 
All of a sudden I am nothing 
In this moment 
You are everything 

She says can you feel that? 
Oh, what a marvelous sensation 
She says could you please take me off speaker phone 
This is a private conversation 

And I am washing my hair with soap 
Yes I am washing my hair with soap 
Yes I am washing my hair with soap 
Yes I am washing my hair with soap, with soap 

But there is air inside of my lungs 
And it is keeping me afloat 
He says his grandpa's in the mafia 
He is the nicest guy I know. 

So I will run and run 
Maybe drive my car 
Baby, look at me now, I have come so far 
And I don't know where my family's from 
But I've got this stereotypical temper 
I cannot shake 

Relax the muscles in my face 
And all of a sudden I am scared. 
All of a sudden I can't breathe. 
All of a sudden I am nothing 
In this moment 
You are everything 

She says can you feel that? 
Oh, what a marvelous sensation 
She says could you please take me off speaker phone 
This is a private conversation 

And I am washing my hair with soap 
Yes I am washing my hair with soap 
Yes I am washing my hair with soap 
Yes I am washing my hair with soap, with soap