You put me on a pedestal and tell me I'm the best
You raise me up into the sky until I'm short of breath
Fill me up with confidence, I say what's in my chest
Spill my words and tear me down until there's nothin' left
Rearrange the pieces just to fit me with the rest
But what if I, what if I trip?
What if I, what if I fall?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know
I was fifteen when the world put me on a pedestal
I had big dreams of doin' shows and makin' memories
Made some bad moves tryna act cool, upset by they jealousy
Liftin' me up, liftin' me up
And tearin' me down, tearin' me down
I'll take responsibility for everything I've done
Holdin' it against me like you're the holy one
I had a chip on my shoulder, had to let it go
'Cause unforgiveness keeps them in control
I came in with good intentions then I let it go
And now I really wanna know
But what if I, what if I trip?
What if I, what if I fall?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know
And what if I, what if I sin?
What if I, what if I break?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know
(Am I the monster?)
What if I, what if I trip?
What if I, what if I fall?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know
And what if I, what if I sin?
What if I, what if I break?
Then am I the monster?
Just let me know
