Dear sweetheart, wassup boo 
Whatchu up to? 
More club moves? 
I call her, no answer 
Her phone in the bag, she dancing 
Its four now, the clubs over 
I call her, but oh hold up 
Yall know what? ignore button 
Or the phone die, lets hope for it 
That damier bag I bought her 
Caught the attention of those niggas on it 
That cellphone that I bought 
Is probably filled with some other niggas numbers 
So it leaves me to wonder 
Why do I still promise to love her? 
Cut me off every time I'm talking 
Which means she ain't never hear nothing 
I say "stay", she wanna leave 
She get her point across so I gotta let her be 
Ima let her be by herself in peace 
But five years from now I bet she see 
When the club gets played 
The things you crave are no longer escapes 
And no longing for dates 
You want a husband, but no one has a cape 
Now you wondering "wait" 
And I aint trying to hear what you wanting to say 
It feels good to be over you, babe 
So play this shit while you contemplate, contemplate, contemplate 
play this shit while you contemplate 
play this shit while you contemplate 

Who am I living for? 
Is this my limit? 
Can I endure some more? 
Chances are giving 
Questions existing 

Who am I living for? 
Is this my limit? 
Can I endure some more? 
Chances are giving 
Questions existing 

Them people, they talking 
Them lights, they on me 
This life I chose 
But I aint know, til I found it 
To be honest, I'm modest 
One hater for every nigga on it 
One day everybody is applauding 
The next day you is everybody target 
Why bother? why talk to em? 
Where God at? I need to call Him 
My knees on the ground, Dear Father 
Don't let me break, please make me stronger 
How much longer, will it linger? 
Well my heart is giving will they believe it 
When my song is over will they need me? 
Watch how quickly they find a new leader 
Questioning the whole meaning 
In the viper room with just me and river phoenix 
With courtney love and late washington 
With a note there and I'm thinking of reading 
This aint her, chris benoit 
Heath ledger said the nights gonna be dark 
Feel the size of a fellas ...? & low 
Apollo theater I might just not go 
Franky lymon the lime light gets old 
Cold so in a while I'm schitzo 
I cant cope, I cant think 
I cant breathe, this aint me 
This aint easy, I'm thinking 
Am I doing this for them or me? 
I cant think, am I doing this for them or me? 

Who am I living for? 
Is this my limit? 
Can I endure some more? 
Chances are giving 
Questions existing 

Who am I living for? 
Is this my limit? 
Can I endure some more? 
Chances are giving 
Questions existing