I can barely catch my breath A will to lay and rest Shivers in my chest The locked door draws my glance Am I finally safe It has been a long dance Now it's time for acceptance Without any question You stir my obsession Soft transgression I am your possession Invading your discretion Bleak confession You're my sweet depression What shall I give to end my pain What can I do so far from rain How can I be with him again Memories I should have slain Are buried in my brain Lost between grief and bargain A thirst of psychopath Like a spell has been cast On me to last Fighting for outlast I am an outcast My heart of glass Has been shattered by my wrath I refuse to be shy Let me go in a sigh I can't trust my eyes Ghost hands laid on my thigh He's still here, by my side Drowning in my deny I'm here with you, theater of mine