It takes every ounce of me To not hate you right now You sit and watch me bleed And still sleep at night somehow I let you take control Was too scared to fight back I let myself self destruct Now I'm paying for that You can't help but turn the knife Every chance you get If I could still feel I'd feel sorry I left You made me feel so small You cut me as deep as a skyscraper's tall Whenever I fall Your boot is right there to make sure I can't crawl I've never felt so small Never felt so small It takes every ounce of me To forgive you for this Not sure that I can see Any path to forget Smashed my light upon the street Then said I know what you need You'll never make it out there On your own, without me You can't help but turn the knife Every chance you get If I could still feel I'd feel sorry I left You made me feel so small You cut me as deep as a skyscraper's tall Whenever I fall Your boot is right there to make sure I can't crawl I've never felt so small Never felt so small I don't wanna live in anger no more All it does is rot my soul Maybe I can wish you well I mean it You can have it all You made me feel so small You cut me as deep as a skyscraper's tall Whenever I fall Your boot is right there to make sure I can't crawl I've never felt so small