I started out rhymin' in '99, I got bars that can go to bars I traveled this road 'bout a million times, I carved a mic in my code of arms Reminds me of nugs, like when I first had a buzz, startin' out, that's how it was Now I'm a actor, a gymnast, I bend over backwards, you'll capture whatever it was Crumble paper, condemnation, that sensation, conversation Convoluted, concentration, I go dumb Tryna reinvent it, recreate it, recreation, occupation Repetition turn to friction, I go numb Since I had Billabong, tryin' to PacSuns at the venue Out in Boston, no the thrill ain't gone, it's just not here as often But no cap, sold up to one hundred cap and nothin' could feel good as that Or when I first heard my song on (94.3 WCYY) Spittin' this puddle, starin' up at my high water mark Felt like I graduated, first sold out a college bar But this esoteric as 7L, I don't know how to say it well Look, I can't leave you, I never will You gave me that feelin', oh But you don't get me high You don't get me high You don't get me high, oh, no (P. Dank!) It was never the money, must've played me like a hunnid shows for no dough And made like a thousand songs that I never finish and no one knows But I got a couple that some do, little thirty minute set I could run through Had a little run, made dumb moves, yeah, but it kept me humble Man, these nights that I was out late, wasn't comin' home I was loopin', tyin' knots out the ropes that I wasn't shown I wasn't in the trap sellin' drugs, where they buggin' phones I was sneakin' into clubs to crush it 'cause I wasn't grown (I'm 13!) Man, you gotta know that feelin', blind peelin' when the sun up To most, you're only appealin' once you come up I couldn't share a phrase that could sum up, years later when they come up And you hit 'em with the, "Um, who the fuck are you again?" Put all this work in, is it worth it? Should I buy ads and be networkin'? I'm not certain 'cause none of these people act the same in person (They don't) Yet, here I am, still, tryna chase a thrill Look, I can't leave you and I never will Man, you gave me that feelin', oh But you don't get me high You don't get me high You don't get me high, oh, no