I try to fill in the blanks of my heart Happy to be numb getting off on the thrill And I get a rush from the taste of this desolate place Where no one's in love Oh, I've tried everything Will do almost anything, but it's never enough I play that song, the one that tears me apart Over and over and over again 'til they bang on the door I'm drinking, I'm dreaming, there's nothing redeeming about a fool in love Oh, I've tried everything Will do almost anything, but it's never enough Is it hopeless Yes, it's hopeless The one word you never wanna hear And I can't pretend I don't know how it all ends Just need until then to disappear I can't pretend I don't know how it all ends Just give me some time to disappear I try to fill in the blanks of my heart Happy to be numb like a miracle pill I'm magically witty and tragically pretty A pity I'm still in love Oh, I've tried everything Will do almost anything, but it's never enough If I could get rid of you And those little things you do They keep messing me up I'm trying everything, will do almost anything